I don’t know the reason for sharing this blog now, but I feel that we all need take out our emotions somewhere. I always liked to pen down my feelings because that’s the only part of the day when I speak to myself and this is the best way I can think of.
Life is a great experience, it’s like a battle field where you learn the fight after entering it. I am one of those lonely guys who likes to live in solitude. People know me as a shy, reserved & simple guy with an everlasting smile. But there is much more beneath that smile.
Lets sum up my life till date. I am a graduate in computer sciences working in a software company. Its been 2 years since I started working, and in these 2 years my career moved at a snail’s pace(if there is nothing else sluggish than that).
The best and the most memorable part of my life, I tumbled down twice in my life being madly in love with a woman. I should admit the first one was out of ignorance at an adolescent age. The second mistake was completely out of my foolishness.The mistake for which I am still paying for but in a way I like this feeling.
You must be wondering the reason this is the best part.Education or anything else in my life taught me a hell lot of useless things . But these experiences taught me everything, be it love,pain,trust,betrayal and everything else that we need to know to survive in this selfish and to an extent insane world, you may find me too critical in using the word selfish but that’s the way it is.
I don’t want to go into details of it, you will slowly learn about it as every part of my daily life is still connected in some or the other way to that relation. You will find me mentioning it more than needed and soon you will be really bored of it 
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